Saturday, January 17, 2026

Read a Chapter Month 3

 Contemporary fiction

An incoming tide strews debris of self-recrimination, regret, and remorse for their unintentional culpability in jeopardizing the life of an immediate family member. Whether altering destiny, attributing to demise, or precipitating a debilitating accident—no one is exempt from heartache:

Aileen Stanton - for getting sidetracked on her watch
Gertrude Stanton - for her preoccupation
Ox (James) Babcock - for loaning a ten-dollar bill
Grand dame, Lillian Wright - for engaging in an illicit affair during the Roaring Twenties
Birdman, Drake Lynch - for wielding his power of persuasion
Career mom, Perla Moreno - for her momentary lapse in judgment

The guesthouse provides a home away from home. For some, a refuge for healing. For others, a retreat for cultivating hopes and dreams. For the invited reader of adult fiction, a portal for stepping into the 1970s in close proximity to those who survive the ravages of a guilt-wracked conscience and struggle to find meaning in the suffering they've caused.

Welcome to Aileen's Guesthouse. Dinner is served at six o'clock sharp.

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Having pre-heated the oven, Ox slid his mom’s meal prep inside its jaws. After wearing himself out from pacing back and forth in the family room, he picked up the receiver from a beige Princess phone on an end table by the sofa. Dialing the number to the beachfront flophouse, his heart thumped over the ten-to-one odds of Jenkins chewing his ass for hunting him down. One of the other two blockheads in-residence answered in an alcoholic haze. Unseen, digging a pinky inside his ear. “N-a-a-h! He ain’t here.”

Great! Not a helluva lot to go on.

 If his brother didn’t follow through by tomorrow afternoon, the day before Christmas Eve, Ox’s window of opportunity for picking up Aileen’s bracelet would nail itself shut. For that sole purpose, he’d already jumped on the bandwagon to accompany his dad to Someplace in Time for a Thursday evening of merrymaking with three wise men.

***

On Tuesday evening, Jenkins ripped open the envelope to extract his paycheck. Reaching for his wallet inside one of the frayed back pockets of his dungarees, he slid the check inside the bill compartment while slipping the ten-spot he’d coerced from Ox out of its mooring. That, he folded and shoved into the coin pocket, the one half-tucked into the left, front pocket of his jeans. Jenkins stuck it out until Neville Saunders left the filling station. On his own until closing, he made a phone call.

At nine on the nose, Jenkins locked up. Driving over the hose, the bell chimed as he peeled rubber onto Old Post Road, hell-for-leather on his way to Charlestown Beach Road, the offshoot his great-grandfather and Lillian Wright had taken to access the Breachway for their romantic interlude. Forlorn at this hour in the freezing cold of the upcoming winter solstice, the boonies provided a haven for whatever rocked your boat.  

Jenkins dimmed his headlights when he spotted the familiar ’70 Mach 1 off the main drag. The Candy Man! Mustn’t keep him waiting. He maneuvered his crate into a clearing behind the sleek racehorse. Dousing the lamps and killing the engine, he stepped out. Sashaying up to the Mustang muscle car, its V8 engine idling, the driver rolled down the window partway. Jenkins pulled the rabbit out of his pocket. Money and product exchanged hands without a word spoken between them.

At five bucks a bump for cocaine, Ox’s tenner enabled him to snap up two. Poverty-stricken, he couldn’t afford to go the whole hog and pop for a gram of blow, the equivalent of twenty-five bumps. From force of habit, he’d nickel-and-dime it until his well went dry. Before Jenkins hiked his bony ass back to his car, the Candy Man muscled his coupe onto the chewed asphalt and disappeared from view.

***

Colder than a witch’s tit, in the twenty to twenty-five degree range and dipping, Jenkins started the engine and goosed the lever on the heater to full blast. He switched on the overhead light. Irritable from depraved deprivation, he couldn’t wait to sample the stuff. Prepared for times like these, he opened the glove compartment to pull out his resources: an unviable URI student identification card; small, flat mirror; a used straw he’d whittled down to three inches or thereabouts.

Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!

Tempted to organize both bindles of white powder into lines for snorting, dire financial straits predicated dosing out one of them into two short lines onto the mirror he’d placed on the passenger side of the bench seat. Inserting the straw into his left nostril while holding the other shut, Jenkins snorted a line of coke. He repeated the procedure for his right nostril. Barely rolling down the window on the driver’s side, he tossed out the wrapper for a wind gust to carry off somewhere.

Three minutes later, the euphoric rush hit him with an accompanying jolt of energy and mental acuity. With his high tolerance for turbocharging, he knew his altered state wouldn’t last for more than fifteen minutes. He’d ride it out for a while, then head home to smoke some weed to tone down withdrawal symptoms and reduce his craving to squander the second helping so soon. His work here being done, Jenkins shoved his implements back inside the compartment and put the spare one-inch by one-inch wad of wax paper inside the fold of an outer pocket on his jacket. 

In short order, he experienced a hard landing. Inside the toasty rattletrap of his ’64 Chevy Bel Air sedan, fatigue outpaced his intention to drive off just yet. Leaning his head back against the tatty upholstered seat, his eyes closed of their own volition for sack time in the dead of Tuesday night.

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